Back on the Wagon!

Finally! I'm back! April was quite a struggle for me. Not gonna lie. I didn't gain anything, luckily enough. In fact, I've lost maybe a pound to a pound and a half, but it should have been more. I slacked on writing my foods down... and when that's the case, it means I'm not focusing hard enough on what I'm ingesting, which usually means... it's too much. I didn't skip a week of working out, but it was more often 2-3 times a week instead of 4-5... not good. However, I've vowed to make more of an effort in May as I did in January, February, and March. It could be a challenge as "May Mania" is getting ready to kick off, however, the weeks in between the exciting weekend events tend to fly by more quickly when I'm working out routinely at least three, maybe four, out of the five weekdays. I'm determined to be up for the challenge. 

The big wedding event is in three weeks. I want so badly to be twenty solid pounds down by then. In January, I stated thirty as my goal. It's not possible at this point. Maybe later in the summer, I'll get there. However, I feel that I'll be happy enough with myself at twenty... considering my bridesmaid dress was taken in over two inches. I'm satisfied. I went through my closet last night... Three full stacks of clothes that I can no longer wear. I love it. Box them up and ship them out, I'm never going to be that size again. You can bet on it. 

And so, it's back to kicking my own ass in the month of May. No time to slack anymore! 

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N.